September 2010
the killers - believe me natalie
anyone that...
dream within a dream
i slept like a baby last night. much needed. but you know what the crazy thing is? i had a dream within a dream. again. and the funny thing is, my friend juan and i were talking about inception and dreams within dreams before i got home last night and i experienced a full-blown one.
i dont know if i had been dreaming for the full thirteen hours i slept, but the dream was so intricate that i...
happy birthday to me!
alright… so i was wrong. i had a wonderful birthday. i spent it with the people i love, and also the people i normally wouldn’t have spent it with. but regardless, it was wonderful. it was a sweet and simple birthday. im so glad i got to see some people today after such a long time. i truly enjoyed it. and now, im going to go downstairs, lie on my mommy’s lap and go to sleep on...
self loathing.
i really fucking despise the fact that im brown sometimes. its like a fucking stigma. its like im not taken seriously because of it. always overlooked. isn’t it sad?
sweet surprise
i really like when people surprise you by turning out to be humble and trustworthy when that’s the least you would expect of them. i appreciate it. it makes my having faith in everyone seem a little more sensible and possible.
you’re a sweet girl. i was wrong about you. im glad that i was.
3 am facebook chat convos with my other half. how...
Nick
my mind is one big never ending mansion
and all I do is make myself believe things that arent true
and I keep going and going
and harping on it and harping on it
till I make myself believe things I dont even think I actually believe
and all the while nothings happened
none of its real
i’m just obssesive
Me
im just the same.
its like a mindfuck
a fucking huge one
you trick yourself...
i have ADD.
its not even that i dont like the books i have to write about. i find them highly interesting. but my attention span… is dwindling dangerously.
loose lips
im sooo in the mood to make out for my birthday. i feel like donna from That 70s Show after her mom left. she just jumps eric’s bones for no freaking reason. thats so gonna be me tomorrow.
truth: portuguese people are so attractive.
they totally are.
so its my birthday in less than 2 hours.
and i already know how its going to go.
im going to wake up tomorrow at 7 am, wear something relatively nice, pop either 3 or 4 ibuprofen to numb myself from the migraine im going to have due to lack of sleep. go to class, then im scheduled to get fucked up with 3 different groups of people, come back home, eat birthday dinner with my family and cut the cake. then we all smile and laugh and...
long papers and long nights.
sometimes i listen to john mayer and the kooks and i totally miss you. its so weird how music can bring back a rush of memories so quickly. im sitting here at my newly made table in my newly constructed room in my redecorated and refurbished house. but the only place i wanna be right now is on my old couch with you talking about everything but our homework. and the broken lamp that shined the...
To players, we're hot. To perverts, we're sexy. To...
500daysoffeelingalive:
car1ngal:
christineperalta:elegantdoll:tammyphammy:(via xsmiiles, gimellejacala)
word.
amen to that.
:(
stop that. please stop it. you’re making me smile again.
just like you made me smile before.
and then when you’re bored again you’ll wipe it off my face. you think i don’t know the games you’ve been playing?
“We look for the convenience in people.
People always hang onto memories, but...”
– Jon M. (via dawnbo)
alright i have to meet this guy. i keep reblogging what he says. sorry im on your tumblr dick today dawn. :P
“This year, I hooked up with a good amount of strangers, traveled to Canada, lost...”
– Jon M.
i do not know this Jon M. but it came up on my dashboard and pretty much summed it all up.
How long have you been friends?
dawnbo:
roomonfire29 answered your question:Redhead’s looking for an Asian man and Token’s…
my best friends are Nick, Melissa, and Amanda. The 3 people I would not be able to live without.
And are you still as close as you were before, or closer now?
i have been friends with Amanda the longest. i met her in 7th grade when she moved from Elizabeth into little old Sayreville, and i noticed...
goldfrapp - strict machine
it’s my little...
“I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel...”
– Christopher McCandless, Into The Wild (via movieoftheday)
he’s lovely. he reveals the importance and raw essence of being human. i admire him with all my heart.
bear jacket = my hero
i wanna curl up into my bear jacket and sleep until the sun comes up. is it possible to feel this numb and indifferent?
wake up call mothafucka.
daaaaaaaamn. dayum.
im not waiting around. hell nah. i deserve better. i refuse to stay in this gray area any longer than i already have. why the hell did i even let myself get emotional over this shit? not worth it for even a second.
its not even that im angry or frustrated really because i should have expected this. i should have squashed that little ray of hope just like i squashed that...
a girl brushed white living in brown and black......
rutgers newark. the melting pot of cultures. i appreciate it very much. trust me. but i need my white folk. and yes the title is an underoath reference. i shall be an underoath junkie til ah die
screw you nigga
screw you. i’m never a bitch to anyone but when i am one, you probably deserved it. so fuck you. be real for once in your life. fugly ass bitch.
that is all.
uh oh... →
i must have done atleast ten out of the eleven things listed here. and i wonder why i have such bad luck with men… hahahaha oh anu. you dumb dumb dumb dumb little bitch.
the strokes - you only live once.
oh men...
fuckyeah
i just killed the biggest, juiciest fly that’s been annoying the shit out of me for the past 3 days. the sound of silence… is so sweet.
