November 2010
You were the beginning to the end of a chapter in my life.
– Chris
truth.
(via kari-shma)
The people who laugh the most, experienced the...
Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a...
couldnt have said it any better.
October 2010
If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you...
– Robert Fritz
fuck.
i had such a terrible day. everything about it was just plain shit. i lost the job i really wanted because of fucking njtransit fucking my life up as usual. im still in shock about this. i luckily got this job and i really liked it. now im back to being fucking broke as hell again. i was beyond humiliated when they told me to just get out. it wasn’t even so much about the money i was...
im not settling for less. i think i met someone worth my time. i like it.
im sorry things have changed so much.
and you think i dont care about you
when i actually do. a lot in fact. you are one of my best friends and we’re drifting apart not because i made it so… but because you distanced yourself from me. from me, and from everyone else. frankly, you aren’t the same person anymore. i want you to open up to me. just understand that sheltering yourself and letting everything get to you is killing you slowly. you’ve...
and suddenly
it all seems so clear to me. im viewing my life as if it were plastered on a screen. im watching it as i pick out the necessary and unnecessary aspects of it.
and now im not so afraid.
Life changes every minute of every day. You lose friends. You gain friends. You...
i wasted all night. hours of it
pouring my heart out to someone i least expected. im not going to say who it was. just a person i didn’t think would ever reveal themselves to me. but he did. honestly im grateful for it. this was the first real conversation we’ve ever had. and i know it took a lot for him to just say the things that were on his mind. i hope that things get better for him. i hope things start to turn...
this week
i just met and talked to mad boys. and they were all cute.
WORD
music
is enthralling. intoxicating. mesmerizing. overwhelming. alluring. addictive. hopelessly beautiful.
the ticket to sanity.
the only thing keeping us alive. holding us together.
without music
i am nothing.
ma boys
i cant really get close to girls. its weird. i need my boys. they tell it like it is. no bullshit. i love em for it.
hmmmmmmmm
kissing you is fun. i dont know how i feel about you yet though.
adderrall
is my fucking lifesaver.